Thursday, January 13, 2011

Apology

This is an apology for my behavior.
I am sorry. I didn't know. But somehow, it seems, in my ignorance I have been more than I at first comprehended. I am sorry for the times I have resented being relied upon. For the times I was evasive and did not try to maintain a connection, and rather depended on what remained to outlast and be there, ready to be dusted off when convienient. It seems I was a life preserver, a shield and a diary. And entirely unaware.
You have shown me the separation between everyone's perceptions. I thought I was a passive aggressive flake for four years. You say I am a "true friend."
Perception.
Life is all about perception.
And I will not forget that again.
Thank you for the reminder. I'll keep it close to me.

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