adernaline junkie love

head bowed down
cradled in hands
as they turn
the pages turn
and the way the colours bleedtogether
the thoughts rocking back and forth
and then again this is a frantic energy
pulsing through
interrupted
plan i need a plan
stripes of a different color
planes of light
lasers in actuation
adrenaline junkie
love
i don't have the time to stay
the time to stay the same
shaking breath
denouementthe waterthe foolthe follower
tension/
fallen faster then physics dare permit
the spastic conundrum
inanities
shattered glass and concentration
big battles, remember.
we fight for the big ones.

but with\in ourselves
we are losing
malfunction
because of where we are from
and what we need
\what they say we need

manic insomniac]
green burst after green burst and sunburst
fishing for keys with a metal coat hanger
twisted and reaching
oh, what is hope.less
love and
copper dreams like shining flame\
and this is as foreign a sound
that i cannot control

language river
pouring down the waterfall
and what you see
is obscured by what ever else lies before
and freedom
is just some people talking
justice and wishes
wearing down at your bones
ginger marrow
carving a place away
we fight for the big ones
and final darkness
sleep